life simply and really sux...
sobz...
getting depression le bahx...
home...
home...
home...
i noe wads dat...
bt wads family>????
r u guys really concern bout me??
u dun seem to understand me at all..
was expecting u 2 noe it..
bt...
*disappointed.
give up ler..
dun really expect anyting..
heart is dead from nw on.
*laughs
family...home...trust...
hw funny...
hw did i even tink dat it wil exist perfectly in my life...
stil in my fairytale world i guess...
dun wana go home...
wil only let me feel sad..
cry?
hahas.
nt worth it... bt y??
y cnt i juz control??
since im so used to it...
tears which are streaming down represents my hopes..
and it is soon gonna be drained away...
someday...
perhaps really 1 day i wun feel anyting again..