haiz...
wad getting into me dis time..
family prob solve..
nw my old ailments..
dunno y yesterday whole day lyk so tensed up..
lyk very nervous lidat..
duno y..
also nt doing anyting...
dan at night cnt sleep..
feel dat someting's gonna happen..
my childhood nightmares..
worried bout dis and dat..
dan very scared...
tried calling him bt he nv ans.
dan call jon dan he nv ans also..
very disappointed..
cried bahx...
dan flip for very long bt stil c nt sleep..
thank goodness jh call me..
hahas.
felt much better after hearing his voice..
dan went 2 sleep..
bt struggled so much..
de ting i most scared is back..
i really scared i wil go mad..
depression perhaps...?