gud evening!
okay. lame again. nevermind.
hmm.. today.. quite in good mood except for the a little depress part jus nw.
hais.. jus recalling some stuffs which happened.

why must relationship between boy and girl be gf and bf?
why cant it remain as friends or bro and sis..
since it started out that way, and everything is fine..
then i think its better to remain like that.
at least i like the way it is.
mayb that only apply to me.
having a bro is good, someone to care for you, protect you, listen to your troubles.
you can jus tell them every little things without worrying.
bt to a bf, theres some things you jus have to refrain frm saying..
like what happen between you and some guys, which are purely frens bt they would think otherwise.
i really cherish all my frens and bros..
after so many things which happen i think friendship can last the longest.
(or mayb bro and sis)
can we just stay this way? i dun wish to have anymore changes ler.
im tired of trying.
i guess i will just hurt people. so me stopping will mean lesser ppl getting hurt.
how i wish the world was less complicated.


guess i shall stop thinking bout relationship and stuffs.
its realli too much for me to handle.
its nice to have such good memories for the first one.
i did not regret having one.
mayb.. mayb.. i still have feelings for the first one.
but no matter what, i shall remain single!
yepps:) singlehood.
guess thats the solution to all the problems.
hahas. so smile peeps.
stop fussing over these little things in life.
(acting positive yea.) wakakakas.
and plssss dun ignore me kays.

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okie. today.. school!
yepps. i guai kia mahs. sure go school de.
today 1st period was PE. yeah.. okay lar.
quite slack cos we learning hw to play handball.
ther wasnt any vigourous running or exercise.
IM FEELING FAT!! omg.. hw i wish i was aneroxic.
perhaps i'll be skinny.. that will be luike so perfect.
then my stamina also drop ler. aiming for below 13min this yr 2.4km run.
las yr was 13min. must have a brk through de..
cannot stay at de same spot.
but damn funny lor. liyuan was lyk tossing the ball up high..
thinking that it would land at wher he standing, he moved back.
an the ball ahppen to land on his head.. damn joker.
linkai and amelia was laughing their heads off. followed by the rest. heehees

then followed by chinese lesson den recess.
i was TRYing to go on diet. bt i failed.
i was aiming for nt eating today.
bt i ended eating 1 sandwich, 1 pack of tofu and 1 packet of soya bean for today.
omg.. nvm. i shall try harder nxt tym
heehees[:
then is D&T. aiya, slack de lor.
we were like walking here and there like free.
that one is total waste of time.
hmm.. followed by amths period. bt, mrs chua didnt come.
yippee!! hey, im nt happy cos she never come hor.
its jus bcos no mood for lesson. they went to send de winisutzsa ppl off.
jus stay in class packing. trying to clear the work i have left.
trying to be more organise lah.. hehes. bt quite hard sia.

aft sch went to police heritage at police headquarters.
it was a very interesting trip actualli.
saw the uniforms in the past, the rankings and also the board of names of ppl which died while carrying out their dutys.
which meant sacrificing for the citizens of singapore.
i think they really very brave lah. i mean imagine losing a family member bcos of a reason like that.
i admit that i not as noble. thers 1 gal which died at like 20+ lah.
thats too young for me lor.. i still gt lots of dreams to fulfil.
yeah!! im positive for the life ahead.
yeah man!!

hmm... thats all for today le bahs.
bt really hope that we can stay as bro and sis lah..
i really cherish you alot as my bro.
okie? hahas.

take care to all who read my blog.
kekekekekekekekes.
im eccentric today.
IM FAT and SHORT
(prashan says im SMALL, wtf!!!)