i really dont know how to explain,
i also dont know what i want exactly...
its just so...
i dont think i can commit myself in another relationship.
i dont want things to change.
i dont want responsibilities,
i dont want to be tied down.
love brings troubles, and i had enough of it.
i made a wrong decision once and hurt someone.
but i didnt really care that much, cos i know hes not serious.
but i am lyk so afraid to hurt you.
we are like so close. and i can confide in you in everythng.
but i doubt things would remain like that after the change.
i dont lyk mushy stuff, i dont lyk sweet talks.
mayb last time i would love it, but not now..
so whats the difference between friends and bgr?
true love doesnt mean it would last...
sometimes breakups are not because the love/feeling changed.
but many other factors...
i am so not confident that mine will last.
mayb it would end like the last 1?
-the pathetic 12 day love..

guess im too stressed to give an answer.
i cant give you an answer now..
should i or should i not?