today is a super super super happy day!
childrens day! -not that lah =/
im youth. heard it? YOUTH!

factors leading to happiness on 18sept:
(=.= too much of history)
today got a big 'hgp' gathering at anderson.
it has been such a long time since we've gathered together.
and as per normal, as long as 2 or more gets together, it goes all super crazy.
what's more with the addition of my dear phy phy loh.
i laughed like free lah. when was the last time i've laughed so truly and happily?

me, cheng, phyphy and shirley went back together.
but shirley left shortly after =/ (hey,it rhymes!)
we went to hougang point to walkwalk and talktalk.
phy was as crazy, or should i say worse. siao liao.
screaming like the world belongs to her. lolxD
we were talking about how much a person can change, and there are simply TOO MUCH examples around us.
just too many, and 9 out of 10 are negative. its disappointing.
maybe i did change, guess thats how a human works.
~changes =/
talked about some council stuff and what i heard what actually a little disappointing.
i know its common but it somehow hurt, cause people not in council would not know how much it means to us.
seriously, i will guard it with my life. its the motivation which kept me going on in school.
especially during those times when i really needed people to be there.
council room=my room.
its alot of crapping but.... yeah. it just means alot to me.
i couldnt help it but just wanted to cry.

today is a laugh-and-cry day i can say.

shortly after, lee yin came.
its been freakin long since i've saw her.
as normal as she was in p6.
shared many secrets(?) and stuffs which happened.
just like those girls which gathers at a house and start chattering.
like what they say, 3 women=one market.
now i find us a wierd combination.
phy:superhighactive leeyin:raft,but calm olivia:perfectly normal:)
but somehow it just fits. thats another new theory of chemistry waiting to be discovered!
we talked quite alot then went back to hgp to mit kuan and kai.

the two monkeys- kuanliang and kaili.
hhas. rare guest indeed. not much changes though.
but somehow, kuan seem to be more serious now. *shrugs*
but kai and phy AS PER NORMAL. super-funny can.
kai was pushing her head and phy was trying to kick him but to no avail.
how long have i not seen this.. hahas.
they were like runnng the whole parade square.
all of us hitting kaili xP
this really brought back many memories,
- the laughters and tears during those days. which now seemed like miles away from me.
i almost wanted to burst out crying lah (again). its just such a touching scene lah.
guess thats what i've lost as i go to secondary school.
i seriously missed them so much. why? why with other company i will never have this kind of feeling?
why cant i just let go of myself and be happy.
im not that bad at adapting, am i?
its just that these friends are inreplaceable, the only ones on earth.
my feelings were really beyond description.
how long has it been snce i've felt so happy and free?
there's nothing to hide, nothing to shut.
its really hard to shut up when your mouth cant stop moving.

just wanna let you guys know how much you guys mean to me.
and how much i cherish all of you.
just love you guys so much!

its a beautiful day, a very beautiful one.
a day from the past.
where the sun shone brightly on the kids running on the paradesquare.