can't believe it..
you actually made me cry cause of you.
that's sort of amazing after trying to make myself tear for 3days and nothing came out of it.
i've got no one to blame.
i admit it was my fault.
since you've made your choice, i've nothing to say.
i shall change. i tell you. i will.
i shall get this jealousy crap right out of my corrupted mind.

but just wanna let you know,
i have nothing against you.
just some dumb attitude problem and mood swings,
getting me crazy, and getting you upset.

the night seems so long..
i dont know how im feeling now. -mixed feelings
i want to talk to you,
but i dont know how shall i start.
you are like so cold to me. till i dare not even go close to you.
guess i did that to you huh.
its retributon. RETRIBUTION.