hmm. this is what i've been wanting to post but got no time.
im suppose to be chionging my work, but who cares. lol.

across the past few weeks/months,
many stuffs have been happening.
it may be small, but it seem big to me..
hmm. i guess i really learnt alot bahs. and grow up le.
its hard to say. all i can say is that you will only understand when the things happens to you.
i've learnt to take things easily,
learnt to forget things which serve no purpose staying in my mind..
i've learnt how to cherish life, and people around me.
this didnt come from just one issue but many.
who says its never too late to turn back..
its ALWAYS too late to turn back.
you can never undo the mistakes you have done,
but do something to make up for it.
yepp. the past is the past. live in the present.
the chinese got a phrase - 活在当下.
the past can only serve as precious memories and experiences to keep your live going.
u can think abou the past but never live in it..
or you will lose the rhythm, and may never pick it up again.
i've become more cheerful i guess. what can be better than this?
and one thing: do whatever you think is right.
sometimes, being thoughtful isnt a good thing.
it may hurt, but for just a little while.
after that while, the sun would be up again. yeah.

im so naggy. gosh!


ooh yah. ishi past away a few days ago.
hmm. the news paper claimed that he commited suicide.
though i dont really knw him that well,
but he was once belcanto's student and i once so supported him.
he looked so cheerful, but no one knew that it was just a mask.
if i were given one moment, just one,
perhaps, i can save him. hmm.
of course everyone would wsh that they have that one moment..
somehow i was quite affected.
this piece of news totally stunned me lah.
further more, someone close(but not that close) to me.
this made me realise that we should cherish each other more.
pay more attention to those around you.
one person, just one is enough, can save someone frm doing silly things.
its such a waste. ishi is like so damn talented..
a talent lost just like that...
looking at the people around him grieving...
its not the dead but the ppl alive suffering..
i swear that i will never commit such mistakes in my life.
cause it really hurts to lose someone you love.

oops. talk too much. siao diao le.
go do homework liao. lalalas.