today quite a boring day.
lessons, lessons and MORE LESSONS!
nothng much... after school also nth to do..
so sian-ed at home.

just nw went to bath. damn scary sia..
i was lyk jus staring at smting, den my mind suddenly went blank.
den when i recovered, i was going like "im actualli on earth?"
its like nt randomly thnking bt the whole thing jus occupied my brain.
its lyk i jus regained consciousness after 2yrs lydaaat.
after that it took me some time to register dat im a human,
and im really living on earth. zz..

think im going crazy sia.
these few days keep thinking of wierd stuff.
for instance, yesterday night i thought im dying.
cos suddenly right side of my chest (around there) pain,
i DUMBLY thought it was my heart..
and then i started to breathe wierdly, unlyk normal.
then at night somemore..
i was thinking mayb will die tonight from heart failure..
I DONT WANNA DIE!! i think thers still many stuff i haven do esp ONE.
guess it would remain at the bottom of my heart. yepp.
i took lyk 1hr to slp?
omg. anyone can tell me how to make my self sleep easier?
i cant go on like dis man.. i seriously will go bonkers.