hallo people.

so long never update le, i know.

past few days got loads of work to clear so no time go online.

but i got LOTs to talk about lah.

i move house le.

to the block opp hougang green.

i have a room of my own finally.

i can start emo-ing all i want. and my wall is not grey!!

i want it grey lah... sian.

wed-

shooting course 2.

had marksmanship course which is shooting.

started off quite lousy. bt improved as the session went on.

this was 1 of the results.

1st target.

yepps. the rest i didnt take.

we shot cans.

6shot, 5can. i manage to get 4 down.

my group got the most number of cans shot down.

got a handphone strap.

the instructors were very nice. yepp.

last fri-

it was las training wif the sec4s.

passing out soon bt cca stop due to SA1.

quite sad lah actualli. cannot train with them anymore.
they were quite serious and strict on that day.

we understand why. hahas.

end of training we went to ipah all the NCOs.

1st was fiona. it was fun. but i quie sad..

we took pic wif fiona..

sec2 girls squad wif fiona.

this fri-

went back to school.

actualli go kbox de. but all sick or els las minute cant.

so it was.. cancelled.

then actualli wanted to join ziyun they all go fareast.

somehw or another i felt not needed and extra.

so i wnet bk hgp lor. it was kaixian's birthday.

went there to play and talk onli.

wasnt in very good mood. so when junhao jus touched my hair,

i got damn pissed. i jus shout and den walk away.

cant help it lah. walau.. my hair lehs..

today-

went for guitar lesson.

once again.. romance de amor.

i cant get hold of it lah. hell. i only know de 1st part.

then aft dat went for hiphop.

it was fun lah. i enjoy dance.

aft that went to new home which is wher im currently at.

unpack the stuffs. damn alot lah

yeha.

feeling quite down actualli

sometimes people just change unknowingly.

you change to let people round you be happy, but what about yourself?

im becoming so not me lah.

i used to say: like me what i am. dun like me get lost.

but as time goes by, i no longer abide by this principle.

i dun like it this way lah. i wana be myself.

okay.. honestly, im feeling that i dont belong.

i doubt is i think too much. cos it way too obv for me to spot it lah.

even though im surrounded wif so many ppl,

somehw or another im feeling lonely..

going crazy lah.

can anyone jus tell me what is the problem?

me or you? i needa solve it lah.

hais..

pls dont distrb me, cos im nt in a distrbable mood.

anyone can jus chat wif me.

let me feel some warmth. its cold out here.