hello people.
hmm.. quite long never blog ler (i think)
actually wanted to blog the past few days but didnt have the time.
yeah.. change blogskin le.
cause see le very bu shuang.
brings back memories which i dont want.
only makes me depress.. haiyoyo, dun say liao.
i guess this skin is supppose to show hope. hahas.
i decided to change the title to something saddies.
cos i think it fits this blog better.

hmm.. ooh yah. CAMPUS SUPERSTAR.
yeah, it was last sat. i went there at 5.30pm.
its like the queue was damn long, those who were there at 2.30 were still queuing up lah.
i jump queue and queued with wenjing. then i call daphane to join me also.
her netball team came. sec3 de.
plus some unknowns. bleaghz.. (dun hantam me for that)
i didnt cal anyone along cos think there wasnt a need to.
laoshi seems to have high hopes on us.
when we were waiting, we got news that 4 of them went out le.
left with me and wenjing. and laoshi seemed very sad lah.
haiyo... bt me and wenjing managed to get in. heehees
i sang "zhen shi" by ah mei. thank goodness the judge stopped me not to late.
as i started off a little too high, if reach the back nt confident of hitting the key.
then i sang the second song- "ban tang zhu yi" by SHE.
yeah.. i wasnt confident during the audition.
i was just... RELAX i can say..
all in my mind was just to sing my best and give what i have to the judges.
they dont like it then im fine with it. OUT lor.
i didnt have any stress at all. i was SIMPLY relaxed.
mayb thats why i can sing well that time.
then they let me in. okay, i was very happy at that point of time actually.
cause i was in the competition mood.
didnt get to compete like that aft i became 12yrs old.
me and wenjing recalled the times when everyone was in the competition.
the old birds like -meiqing, wanjun, yingying, ziyee and so on.
it was damn competitive but it was fun, like anyone care about winning or losing.
had that feeling again. yepp:] it was nice.
anderson only i got in.. yep. hmm..
i feel honoured yet... aiya. dunno
okay.. i got some worries for getting into the next round.
im not saying that im hat good but just thinking.
-IF i get in:
1) freedom
everyone will be looking at your every action.
2)money
my parents may spend alot of money even though i tel them i dun want to cos im nt deperste to get in
3)studies
i already have difficulties coping with my studies. if i in the competition, will my studies get worse? and streaming this yr. bleh.
-IF i dont get in
1)disappointment
laoshi have very high hopes. i scared will disappoint him (thats why i join)

okay. so how now?
i shall just try my best lor. then if really get in then jus play along bahs.
dont think got so lucky the lah.
anyway.
campus superstar 3rd round audition
14April07 (sat) 12pm
Toapayoh HDB hub. open space.
anyone want, can come and support lor(highly preferred)
the letter say encouraged to bring supporters and fan board.
but hack care lah. who want make den make. bleh.
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next, school!
argh... soma fucking piss me off lah.
ahiyo, my blood vessel bursting liao.
i damn piss!!!!!!!!
1) soma went to smack amelia's head until her hair pin poke her head.
its damn pain lah. i know. then he dont feel guilty.
she was like damn piss and walk away lah. when she does that confirm is angry de lor.
or els she will scream and shout at soma de.
2) he smack me. aiya.. details i forget.
den still go sweep my hair. i very pek cek lah.
hate people who touch my hair especially when i not in good mood.
he shud be glad that i never punch him.
grrr...
-i hereby declare that my hatred toward somaskandan is verified and shall take effect from this second onwards.
bleaghz.. im gonna kill u soma, as long as i get hold of a parang!
i SWEAR!!!