how i wish i was the olivia back then in pri sch.
carefree.. or should i say retarded.
but happier in that way.
even if ppl dislike you, u dont sense it, u dunfeel anytng.
its better that way right?
at least i can stay happy even thoough it not genuine feeling.
at that time, we can jus forgive and forget.
1 minute you can be quarreling, the next minute you are laughing wif that person which u claimed to hate.

when you grow up, u learn more things..
see more things..
understand more things..
and things starts to get complicated.
andy the main thing is, you dont know who to turn to?
everyone jus sucks in acting.
why act on when its jus too obvious for one not to spot it.
im tired, dont tell me you are not.
okay.. mayb i gt "huan xiang zhen"
I DOUBT SO!
its not only me who can sense that k..
hais.. why dun i jjus get myself involve in an accident.
become a "vegetable".. or die..
den dun have to care or worried for things on this earth.
how i wish i could jus break down and cry all i want.
but i cant.
theres nothing to cry about, girl.
get used to it. your life is meant to be like that.
havent you learnt your lesson from the past experience?
yeah. gullible. guys, mayb you're right.
i could actualli believe that things that happened once would not happen another time.
yeah right.
GULLIBLE thats what its called.



-im a stupid, naive, gullible
crazy girl.